i’ve been busy for most of the day but since i rly wanted to write this, i wrote it on paper. i’m such a dork.nnow i hav to transfer ittt..

ok so, while i might refer to this person as a they, that’s not th preferred pronouns. i don’t think. i’m honestly just the worst with pronouns, and my go-to for when i’m confused are they/them. i can alternate between he/she tho, since i believe that’s what’s wanted.

ok, uh, i honestly don’t know where to start??? i know him, but not rly.. sometimes we talk, but i’d need an ok on her part to see if we’d be considered friends or not. i sorta’ feel like i’m forcing these feelings on him, in a way, since i’m constantly rambling on about how much i like her. but i dunno’. i haven’t gotten complains so it’s fine i guess. he’s rly supportive in my eyes and honestly a really sweet person. i get super giddy thinking about her, ehe //v… he does a few things i don’t agree with but. that’s fine. i’m fine with what she chooses to do.

i like him a whoole bunch, and while i’d like to think she likes me too, he’s probably just curious, and that’s alright. i’m okay with that. if she ends up taking interest in someone else, that’s ok. i want him to be happy, so as long as she’s happy, that’s good!!

iii’m gonna’ keep talking about why i like him, though. tbh, i’m surprised s o many ppl seem interested in who it is?? i guess it’s hard nott o be when i talk abut her constantly. he’s suuupppeerrrr cutee though, ahhh.. i ge t relaly ha ppy just thinking about her.. . crushes are nice, but they sorta’ hurt, cause it’s not often the other person shares your feelings. but it’s worth a try, riggh?t

bbut anyways, i really, realy like him.. with how much i’m writing whilst trying not to revel who she is, i can’t imagine how much i’d write if i decided to say who! eee i’m such a dummy, i’m sorryy ///v

i hope he figures it out soon, but also maybe not because then she might stop talking to me. ahh how complicatedd….